Just another manic monday

Three years without sex and counting ... well couting down.
The problem is that I'm waay too shy to meet someone. And besides how can I deal with the isssue and my daughter without mentioning the fact that I hardly know anyone in Chile.
If it weren't for my middle finger ...
And yes, my vibrator . I'd be bananas.
I spent the week end taking care of my brothers greenhouse, wee keep flora in the verge of extintion, we even have Araucarias, this prehistoric huge tree, of course baby araucarias. Also spices and medicinal herbs and real aloe. It's a lot of work watering them in 5000 sq mts, but worth it . I usually go up with other kids who play with my daugher while I work.
The woods are great it's in a place called "laguna verde" (green lagoon). We're surrounded by wild life. From hawks who love barbecue's left overs and dog food, to wild rabbits and quails, sometimes hunted not only by local dogs, but the local birds which are not afraid of us any more, not even of the dogs. Of course I do not own cats.
Now I'm back to my one bedroom flat from monday to friday, still looking for a part time job. Yes, I miss the forest on week days.